I have a surgery date! Now all I have to do is get scheduled for some pre-op testing, get a brace fitting, and show up on the morning of October 3rd.
While I am glad most of the waiting is over, now the nerves are starting to set in. I have to remember to keep my mind focuses on my faith and trust in God. Trust is a hard thing to do when you are scared, but it's really my only option.
To help me with my trust process, I am going to:
- STOP reading about this surgery on the internet (oh, the horror!)
- Start thinking less about the surgery and more about life beyond the surgery
- Start praying when the worry kicks in
so excited!! let's do this!
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